dance, dream on your feet.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

okay i'm bored. so i am going to blog. haha it's been a long time. i've been really busy lately. started work on the 9th. i had fun. met new people. it was tiring though. was abit lost at first but slowly i got the hang of it... but one thing about my store is that it's really huge and kinda hot... worked till closing and left at around 11pm. headed back to tampines and met julian sulaiman xueyi and faris at macs... felt like i missed out alot. haha!

the following day, had our first practice for the APEC reception with PM lee as guest of honour. it was a real last minute thing. did it with instructors, theresa and khye. UTG members jon and josh. and the rest; jovin, shikin, kamil, louis and sulaiman. we practiced for 5 hours straight without any breaks! went home with muscle aches.

the day after, was performance day! woke up REAL early, went for practice at 10am. headed to location at 1pm. dry run on stage till 3pm. had lunch till 4+pm. holding room till 645pm performed at 7pm. AND THEN IT WAS OVER.

it was really really really fast and really really really tiring. but the people made it so much easier... i really had alot of fun. didnt expect it at all. from breathing helium to making fun of jon for looking like hitmanbreakeroftheeye. hahaha! gotta get get. it was the most fun i had hanging out with a bunch of new people for just afew hours.

full time love crew!

2 days

1 love

im so shagged...

dont ask.

HAHAHA! we're so gunna make a shirt. session soon guys!

and then after all the fun and whatnot, the next day was back to work. 10 HOURS STRAIGHT. what a tiring 4 days. my body aches so much that i kinda forgot how it feels without the aches.

today was practice day. and tomorrow and the day after is back to work. *dies*

i guess after one whole night of thinking, i was right afterall. everyone is such good friends now and i'm left behind. i'm too tired to start over.

bry farted at 10:06 PM

Friday, December 04, 2009

i guess my secret to making you smile is the fact that i simle at the fact that you never fail to make me smile too. haha!

youre my favorite girl

bry farted at 9:48 AM

Thursday, December 03, 2009

this is how it works

you peer inside yourself

i _______________________you find the things you like

love _________________and try to love the things you took

you _____________________you take that love you make

rgp___________________________and stick it into some

someone elses heart

pumping someone elses blood

you walk in arm in arm

you hope it dont get harmed

and even if it does

you just do it all again

i miss your presence

bry farted at 10:15 AM

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

yesterday morning was my job induction. learnt alot more about my job and what i'm required to do. it was abit wordy but Gus made it a whole lot more fun. haha =D

after that, i was just in time for modern dance picnic, even met theresa on the mrt and then she complained to me about her phone bills and her foolish mistakes. hahahah super funny.

reached marina barage and we started eating first. the cheesecake was REALLY delicious! if only it wasnt melted... and then we played games... twister and truth or dare. after that, we went to orchard ion where theresa treated us to swensens. hahahha THANKS LAU SHI. and then we went to lido mc cafe to chillax and play more truth or dare.

and then headed back to tampines, met up with sulaiman, did abit of catching up and then went home.

so yeah, it's you...

still cant believe that we feel the same way.

and to think that both of us were about to give up

for the exact same reasons.

you made my day.

no, you made my year.

bry farted at 9:58 AM

Sunday, November 29, 2009

okay the wrinkly aunty wants me to update my blog. HAHAH! roseanne genevieve wrinkles png wants bryan wrinkles kang to update his blog. HAHAHAH! we are into wrinkles now =P we find joy in wrinkles.

today was the finals of DX4. what a waste that we didnt get through... congrats to emerged crew =D filipinoooo!! =DDD

after the competition, hung out with some of the ffdc members and friends till midnight or so...

today was also our first practice for H2O dance competition. i'm so tired. my body is aching... i neeeeeed a massage! soon!

haha omg i really do not know what to blog about now... maybe my brain is dead... sorry!

wish you were there.

in fact,

everywhere.

bry farted at 1:06 AM

Friday, November 27, 2009

today i did not go out. when my mum came home she asked "bryan you didnt go out today?" i said yes and she said "good, now do the washing up" =.= so what's her point?! i dont understand. hahah!

my blog's name is aerodynamic nipple. HAHAHA just wanted to say that... this has been it's name since it was created. but you just cant see it.

yay auntie is coming back tonight! =D

bry farted at 8:54 PM

elements men's omahighs. my new kicks! 5 days old. yellow laces! =D

bry farted at 11:39 AM

i signed into friendster just now. HAHAHAH! it's been months! receiving so many messages and comments from filipino relatives i never knew existed! hahahah all trying to contact my mum through my friendster. but ah heck if i did reply, it'd be months late so i guess its okay...

today was a well spent day i guess? played lan with sulaiman julian kamil and nazri. and then went to town with jamie and julian. bought myself a button down shirt. and treat julian to dinner. i think i spent quite alot today D= but it's okay...

anyways, i'm glad i got selected to compete for the H2O dance competition. i'll work harder this time and i really hope i can stick to my word.

GOODBYE WORLD

i think about you everyday

bry farted at 3:12 AM

Thursday, November 26, 2009

yeay i updated my blog songs. just added afew and shuffled the rest... anyways, im bored now so i guess i'll do a little update here. i doubt it'll last me 15 minutes though. hahah! holidays are a bore. i know everyone says that. but it is! i must sound like some idiot who does not have a life...

i wanna talk about dance. i realize i've been quite a shitty crew mate. haha i know you guys feel that way and i do feel guilty. sometimes i tend to get really lazy and i wont put in my all. sometimes i say things but i dont really do them. sometimes i come late for practice just because i know that i wont be the only one late. sometimes i text during practice. i know you guys might get frustrated with me for so many more reasons. but i am slowly realizing them and i am willing to do something about it. i've been stagnant for way too long now. i really want to level up. i feel so screwed. i do know that improvement has to come in a form of a crew and not just individual. so i will do my part to try to make things better for everyone.

haha so there, it's out. what i feel.

meanwhile, the weather is being a fucktard. but it's not as if i can do anything about it. i just wanna rant and vent.

sulaiman's first day at cotton on was yesterday and it seemed like he had alot of fun. i cant wait to start! i want to meet new and fun people. i want a change of environment. i wanna have a different kind of fun. i'm already starting to feel mundane. so i want a change! i love change.

sometimes, i cant stand how people are so against change. they are just so comfortable with the way everything is. they do not dare to step out and try something different for a change just for the fear of losing everything they had. but sometimes you need to rid of the old before you look for the new. or else your whole life would be made out of one huge bulk of clutter from your past.

which is why i am kinda against the idea of returning gifts to people who you deliberately break your relation with (not necessarily a love relation). because memories and feelings do not exist in material things. these are just objects. memories don't live in them. they live in your brain. if the whole world continue in this cycle, the next thing you know, people would kill themselves just because he/she lost the toenail of a person they love.

anyways, my dad told me that the O level results are out today. i didnt even know. anyone who knows what's going on, please tell me! sometimes i just think that he says things just to act like he knows alot. but when you retaliate, he gets angry. that's the problem with parents. they ALWAYS think that they're right. no matter the case. even though they know that they said something wrong or made a little mistake, they would never own up to it. because they feel like they have this obligation to be the one who is always right. and be a role model. so that your child would always be right. they have totally forgotten that we are humans. and humans make mistakes. they made mistakes but do not own up to it, which makes them superhumans?

so as a child i have learnt the art of giving in but not giving in... yknow, when they say something and you know they'd never give in to your perspective, you just give in to them but still keep your own perspective in mind. because i believe as humans, we are all entitled to our own beliefs. i'm not just gunna let some other human change that just because i was made from him/her. screw that.

and i know that i might contradict myself by saying that i will keep my perspective. because i also showed my discontent with them showing their firm perspectives. but i do know for myself that i am open and i am able to adapt to others opinions. i have never thought for once in my life that everyone had the exact same perspective on one thing. and with that in mind, i know that sometimes i have to be able to open my thinking to fit the rest's.

ok anyways, this post turned out longer that i thought it would. i know that i might not make sense to anyone. but at least it killed my time. and at least i got it out here onto my blog. so that i can always come back and read what i wrote. and reinforce my thinking.

i miss your touch

bry farted at 12:11 PM